After a time, you must accept certain things about yourself.

For one, I am never going to another Savignano reunion again because I made a complete fool out of myself yesterday. It should be noted that the dynamics of these gatherings have changed so much, and I find myself pretty much the "young unmarried sans children." Maybe there's a little motivation for me to have a pity party.

Secondly, I'm going back to LCCC in summer 2008. Not particularly fancy, or scholarly, but a quick solution for me to get my RN. I'm stuck, balancing my life between school and work until further notice.

Third- I have a curse upon me. All relationships- potential and otherwise- are doomed from the start. My mom says "well, they don't know what they're missing, it's not you" which is baloney. It is me. Deep down I am a social disaster, who can't stand large groups of people, particularly children. I can spot a phoney a mile away, and make no effort to hide my opinions of the same. I can't stand stupidity.

People drive me nuts. And I guess guys don't like that about me. I suck.

Last, and best of all- I will be switching jobs the week after Thanksgiving. More on this later, but it is one of the greater blessings I've received this year.